Rollo May
Sad but true.
Like the ever returning weeds in my herb garden in Garibaldi, depression keeps coming back. It's a long one, this fight I've had against it. I pull off the weeds, every day, until I think they're finished. And then I find that there's a little one I missed. It was only a couple of weeks ago when I felt so damn good that I feared something was wrong. And now... I spott several diminutive sprouts here and there. I'd better roll my sleeves up and pull them off immediately. Time to go to Garibaldi.
"Why do you stay in prison
when the door is so wide open?"
Jalal al-Din Muhammad Rumi
I want to construct my future. I want to leave the prison.
The door is open.

Original picture here.

6 comments:
A good weed killer is BEER! But then you already now that :-), (mind you some Brazilian beer is literally weed killer!). I belong in Dublin too! I bet you answered: Philosophical and intellectual, Boston, fun, beer...(can't remember the questions but those were the answers).
I now give classes to the owner of Abade brewery! They make HELLES and EXPORT draught beers and some excellent bottled beers you won't find in the supermarkets (too good for the hoi poloi). Dam fine man and REALLY knows about beer (unusual for a Brazilian)then again he did spend 13 years in Munich.
Kisses.
yes, i know and i agree, my dubliner friend. any chance of meeting this unusual student of yours, over some glasses of their beer???
i'm off to garibaldi in 30min. get in contact when i'm there.
kisses também.
Writing is my therapy Helô.. don't know what would have happened to myself (i'd be insanar than i already am? LOL) if i hadn't foud a way to through my feelings, pain and joys in to blogs, fotologs.. etc.. i've even kept up to 5 blogs at the sme time.. but now its down to 3 and each have a specific purpose.. mainly for myself.. =)
Hey ! keep in touch wnever you can.. i've been kinda away from people.. was snowed under and inside feeling completely lost.. so i have been a little more quiet.. which doesnt mean my mind doesnt twirl like 1,000 km/h lol..
oh jeez.. so you like to read.. want some articles from a completely ironic, sarcastic and marvelous genious calle Mark Morford? He's columnist for San Francisco Gate.. i'll send you a link here and you can check in his archives others articles.. he publishes twice a week.. =)
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/gate/a/2007/11/30/notes113007.DTL
Hugsss dear..
Marcia dearest, I'll reply when I'm back to Porto Alegre. Am right now in Vale dos Vinhedos stayong a couple of days with the Pizzato family - and trying to ease their pain just a little bit (see É só um diário, Ivo Pizzato).
It's a beautiful day and right now I'm in the winery, tasting a nice glass of chardonnay.
Cheers.
Good luck walking out the open door.
Merry Christmas.
Britt-Arnhild, thank you so much!
Wish you a happy New Year with your dearest and nearest.
Post a Comment